I skipped the sales after Thanksgiving. The thrill just wasn't there.
No pictures taken with Santa Clause, my decorating has no flare.
His presents are shoes, shirts, and ties, two suites and socks...no fun.
I've bought him all white clothes because...
This year I'm giving Christ my son.
I've spent more time in the temple, my testimony stirred.
I've reread November's Ensign, felt strength come from His words.
Our family prays more frequently, my tears are quick to run.
Abraham seems closer because, this year I'm giving Christ my son.
I wonder how those Lamanite mothers gave their sons to war?
Or how the pioneers chose Zion, their sacrifice was so much more.
My loss will be his presence, I'll miss his smile a ton
For two years we will pray for him,
I'm giving Christ my son.
I stare at his face in pictures, I memorize his eyes, their shine.
He's always hungered for the part of him, that makes his soul divine.
The stories and lessons he always heard, his choice and mine are one.
I'll put my faith in God's hand,
This year, I'm giving Him my son.
Past gifts have lost their glitter, I think I finally understand
Christ's birth should be celebrated by giving Him a hand.
It's because I know Christ lives and reigns, that all his packages done.
My gift has taken years to make,
This year... I'm giving Christ my son.
I know there's One who understands, the sacrifice I'm making.
Who knows that gift I willingly give, the toll it will be taking.
For He has done it all before, Greater love - there could be none.
For years ago God gave to me,
His only begotten son.
Author unknown ~ Last verse by Linda Greer 2007
Wow, that is an incredible poem. I was bawling by the end, I can't imagine how you made it through that with the Christmas you just had. Very touching :)
ReplyDeleteThat's a tear jerker. Thanks. Have you gotten a letter from Justin yet? Are your other kids having fun with his stuff? :)
ReplyDeleteHi Julie!!!
ReplyDeleteHow are you doing? Welcome to the Mom's of Missionaries club. I'm not sure what to think of that poem. I try not to think of it being such a sacrifice, but just part of Jack's life. But since the poem puts it that way, I too started to cry and just a tinge of me feels a painful sacrifice. It's so fun to find you on the blog and facebook. Hope you're all well and happy! We are too. Love ya'll!!